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The Preferable Alternative - part 13
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Alt-Don has no immunity to Mikey's puppy eyes stare : )
#tmnt#rottmnt#preferable alternative#my doodles#one day i will get to the fun stuff#but unfortunately pacing demanded these parts first#(i tried to gloss over all this but it didn't work)#i did take a break#but did not get what i needed to done before returning to this#partially b/c the part i was writing for fw is frustrating me#and partially b/c i got new glasses#and they suck#it's been three days and my eyes wont adjust to them#so anything over a foot away is having a hard time focusing on#and i cant have my screen that close when i'm typing#but drawing is in fact close enough that i don't have an issue
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I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.
#‘he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being#odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that#gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd.#project sekai#in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for#if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes.#consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense…#*nene* is socially anxious#rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years.#i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing#it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon.#2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu#and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment.#read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.
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reading through the first few issues of lost light through a decepticon perspective (fic research wahoo!) is sooo,,, i recommend everyone do it at least once. like ignore the cast on functionalist cybertron, ignore what's going on with lug and anode, even partially ignore the drama between cyclonus and tailgate (but not fully ignore them, they're important here).
focus on fangry and rapidfire and the handful of other decepticons we see. because having to get into their minds for a fic writing?? really helped me put together how like. fucked their situation was. maybe a meta post on this soon.
#blight rambles#“ignore lug and anode” is something i typed with hatred bc. i cannot stress this enough. i love them both dearly#theyre not relevant to the con part of the first few issues which is what im focused on rn but like. know that i adore both of them#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#mtmte#lost light#rapidfire#more than meets the eye#idw transformers#transformers idw#idw2005#idw tf#fangry#decepticons#there arent many characters to actually tag here huh#like fangry was an asshole but if tg beat my ass almost to death over a guess and a grudge i'd be pissed too.
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sometimes you're just listening to your music and then a song comes on and you're struck with a vision. idk what to tell you
#tim drake#dc comics#feels a bit disingenuous to tag this as#dc robin#robin#but this is from before his red robin era so#anyway i dont intend this as shipping but also. ive read the comics. i have eyes. so tag it how you want#also this gave me the excuse to make his last robin suit not quite as awful to look at for me personally#for anyone interested the song is annabel's lament from the dolls of new albion. the whole song doesnt quite fit but this part resonates#dcu#dc universe#dc fanart#anyway i know im also focused on kon here bc i just read the relevant ac09 issue#but didnt tim also try cloning bart. why does nobody ever talk about that#like. thats why the two of them are there in the second part of titans of tomorrow. bc evil gun batman tim succeeded in cloning them
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getting more into nmixx means more opportunities for me to be annoyed at coloured lenses 🤞
#ive said it before but like I dont have an issue with them when it actually adds to a photoshoot or stage performance#i still ascertain 90% of the time they look uncanny and slightly freaky so it works well for costumey or creepy concepts#but the other 90% when they just have them in for no reason? hate it#also its funny bc its usually a 'look how pretty they are' and im like sorry. distracted by her weird eyes so it doesnt even work#they seem to have sullyoon in those circle lenses most of the time and it genuinely is like can you let her live#also everyone always focuses on blue lenses but i find light brown contacts just as ??#bc at least you know that person doesnt have blue eyes but when they make an already browned eyed person wear shit#so they just have a lighter shade of brown its so like ????#i can guarantee you she looks pretty with her very dark eyes Sheesh#like if someone told me to wear coloured contacts but like just a few shades more pale of my actual colour ???#leave the coloured contacts for cosplayers is my opinion
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The art is lovely and now I'm gonna ramble because that's what I do when I care about something.
For the love of women, please PLEASE can fan artists remember to add muscle to their Shadowhunter ladies? I'll commend Bowater for cleverly giving James that sculpted and lean look without making him a beefcake (nothing against beefcakes, I'd love to hug them), but Cordelia is once again suffering from Arms And Shoulders Too Slender It's Hard To Even Imagine Her Picking Up A Sword. There is some there, yes, but artists shouldn't be afraid of giving particularly Female Main Characters weight and toned muscle. Cordelia is supposed to be nearly the same height as James as far as I can remember, and she's curvy, and full, and she wields a sword like it's second nature to her. Please explain why she looks so tiny in James' lap.
Also I'm pretty sure marriage runes are supposed to go over the heart whenever possible (thinking about Will's parabatai rune being over his heart instead -- he didn't get Tessa to draw over the scar, did he??) and... either I'm looking at the picture wrong or James' rune is not over where his heart should be.
For the matter, where are their other runes and scars?? James' Voyance rune isn't even on his hand. And I'm pretty sure he's right handed. I could have that wrong though.
Another thing: no one can ever decide what Cordelia's hair looks like and it's the funniest thing to me. This is what happens when all you do is vaguely say the colour is like fire but also like rose petals but also a flowing river of those things but also is Red (probably for redhead, but then from there I never understand where the rose petal analogy comes from considering the typical rose is a deep bloody colour -- I do acknowledge the existence of those light orange varieties though which might more closely resemble red hair). In the end, I'm glad readers can infer what they want and imagine the characters how they like.
Anyone else think James looks like he's built like a tennis player? Oddly specific, maybe, but it was a thought I had. Mostly the arms and somewhat narrow body.
James' hair is nice, his eyes are an interesting take on gold in the shadows. Bowater managed to also make him look closely related to his father, so bravo for that.
In the end, the focus is obviously on the marriage runes and not other physical aspects outside of it being clear that this is James and Cordelia. Bowater's style is very beautiful and elegant. Love the way fabric and lighting is done too. I'll add also that it is possible to be a smaller person who is slender but still strong so I mean Cordelia's not necessarily done wrong, I just interpret her appearance differently. Obviously, they're both hot and they're both attractive and I have my qualms with the series, chronicles, and author -- the fandom I am so-so on, though I'm still here, aren't I? And I'm taking the time to ramble about my thoughts on a piece of fanart -- but this is good. Gorgeous, even. Both James and Cordelia are beautiful.
#side note: am I the only one who thought cc made a mistake trying to describe james as handsome in cordelia's eyes#as opposed to matthew being the beautiful one#when there has always been a deep and aching strange beauty to james??#james herondale#cordelia carstairs#vaguely crediting charlie bowater though it isn't like you can't find a dozen more copies of this with the credit#also yes I mercilessly picked this apart because I am still trying to find avenues to express my dissatisfaction with tlh#I search for flaws what else can I say#I am aware of it but it's hard to turn those thoughts processes off#maybe I'll write a post at some point all about the authors I once Loved that I am now deeply critical of#a lot of people would hate me for it but eh#also we all know about the marvelisation of cinema#but is it time to talk about the marvelisation of book series/worlds?#or perhaps it has a better and more book-focused name? the jkr approach? rick riordan's marvel-esque flaw? the sjm plague? the clare affair?#we'll workshop it#maybe it's the curse of middleschool-YA series and the issue of aginh readers in fandoms#and I don't mean this as discriminatory against anyone older in fandom because there is not really a limit nor should there be#for most media#but the issue of when the readers grow up amd authors try to accomodate for that -- not necessarily by making their work more adult --#but by making MORE because there is also an influx of new fans and they want to stay relevant while retaining the old#it's a whole thing though I'd need to sit down to properly organise my thoughts to talk about it
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okay but the glasses i got are so cute, i'm so excited to get them!!
#just looking forward to my focusing issues being 98% fixed lmao#you think you can't fail an eye exam but the optometrist couldn't find a prescription that would 100% fix my vision 🥲#anyway i'm gonna get some cute glasses chains hehe
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You really don’t realize you’re repressing your emotions until someone’s trying to have a conversation with you about something you’ve been dealing with and all of a sudden you just start crying huh
#dw I’m fine I can handle my emotions I just#did not realize I was feeling all that#this issue is kind of like. if all the issues I had during school were pushed to the extreme#so actually it makes sense that I’m having such a terrible time#btw tips and tricks on how to manage your work and how to stay focused would be appreciated#the eyes in the dark
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While I’m still rainword brained I decided to finally make some concept doodles for my ancients hcs! These guys are all just random designs I made up on the spot but I do quite like them, so who knows maybe I’ll make them proper ocs at some point
#keese draws#rain world#rain world ancients#I’m not going to go too into my hcs as they’re still not super set in stone#but I will share a few tidbits#I was going for mostly avian vibes but I also slapped in a couple of other things as is the rain world style to do#in my minds eye they evolved from a very large species of bird that lived in the mountains#well not exactly bird as they also have several mamaliam traits but yknow bird like#over time they became more land focused as they began to live more communally to raise their young since their young took a lot of time#to raise and the cold climates made it unsafe to leave young alone for very long#they have thick coats of feathery fur that is incredibly dense#they also naturally build a lot of fat#now as the ancients began to expand across their world more and more their thick coats actually presented a lot of issues#so many were often forced to shave down most of their coats#at some point it became something of a custom to take those old shavings and weave them into head accessories#which is what the locks they have are#this is typically done by a family member but can also be done by others or yourself#especially as further decorating these locks became more common seeking professionals for the job became more common
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I once said that I thought Steph would make a great Black Canary, and I still think that's one of the realest takes I've ever had.
Like, this moment seared itself into my head and never faded:
{ Robin 80-Page Giant }
#stephanie brown#dinah lance#spoiler#black canary#me learning about how dinah lost her cry which was as much BULLSHIT as steph's death btw okay hold on i need to get this out of my system#because they had to nerf her SO HARD for that to make sense and it STILL DIDNT BECAUSE ?????? SHE'S THE BLACK CANARY???? THAT GUY WAS A#NOBODY WITH A KNIFE ARE YOU JOKING??? and then the story that follows isnt even really ABOUT dinah it's about ollie and im so. ohhhh my god#JUST like how steph's death was largely brished aside to deal with bruce and jason's angst like. yeah i wanted there to be angst but it#wouldve been nice if it had been about HER for more than five seconds. honestly im so mixed about her death and return tbh. the way they#went about her passing was so weirdly inconsistent through the issues that bruce managing to get her to leslie in time does make sense but#then they do that weird thing with leslie and it's like ???? wha???? i go back and forth on how i feel about steph's return. on one hand i#love how she comes back more focused and stronger largely by her own means but on the other i did want#... something. i wanted her to be angry a bit longer and to deal with the complicated emotions between her 'failing' and bruce's 'failing'#and what that meant for her now. idk i love her batgirl run but it wouldve been nice if she had a bit more space to grieve herself.#anyway later in this issue dinah agrees to mentor steph for a bit and her rules are pretty much the same as bruce's when he made her robin#and if dinah had mentored steph instead of bruce she never would've died ok send tweet#wjshshsk#i love the panels of them looking at each other. dinah looking into steph's eyes and recognising the look in them.#i love how she smiles at stephanie both times. it's so gentle and kind. ily black canary#love posting on blogs where no one follows me. i can just say shit#comic ref#freya talks comics
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Stranger avatar!(Og)Elias methinks
#OK THIS STARTED AS A JOKE BUT ACTUALLY#so I have dance this semester right#if you couldn't tell#we're focusing on modern dance rn and I made a joke about him liking it#but I actually think it fits#they go to the stranger originally to get away from the eye and Jonah#but ends up liking having her Bouchard name and standards taken from her#like a weight of her back#I’m also a transfèrement Elias truther if you couldn’t tell#she would be able to transition like this with little to no issue#the dumbass speaks#elias bouchard#og elias bouchard#the magnus archives#tma#the magnus universe#the magnus pod
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considering making a pmatga edition of my "say cheese" project where i take pictures of every character so people have easy access to photos (for edit blogs and the like!) of the characters . what are we thinkin chat
#the captain's rambles#pacman and the ghostly adventures#pmatga#only catch is im doing betrayus DEAD LAST. not 2 be mean or whatever but because he's The most popular character and there are like#a Million other Super Obscure characters from the same source who have ZERO pictures of them out there#despite sometimes having More lore relevance than he does (COUGH COUGH sunny and zac COUGHACK apex COUGH#sorry betrayus girlies you're gonna have to take the L ok . for now anyways#i would arguably do him in the first batch but like. Everyone knows who betrayus is. he's basically the poster boy 4 the show#it's less of an issue with botbots bc EVERYONE is obscure from there. there's no single “special little blorbini EVERYONE loves”#i guess frostferatu and bonz-eye come close-ish to that bc frostie's on the fucking sexypedia and bonz-eye is homo gay w/ lady macaron#but with pmatga it's like. there's a thousand bajillion betrayus pictures out there.#even If things are getting better and more ppl are focusing on other characters#the impact the 2015 fandom had on the current fandom can Not be ignored and/or erased 😭
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I have a bunch of stuff finished but no will to edit any of it. Just write.
#jellyghostfic#fanfiction#st fic#there's 21 total at the moment. part of its my eyes always have issues focusing around my period which make editing extra difficult#the other half is just a lack of motivation but one of these days#i am very excited to habe finished what will probably be the first part of a series for adventure Steve and spider monster Billy#most of them are harringrove
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idk how I'd ever pull myself through this shit without pills. gotta pop them when my ptsd starts to drive me insane. it's the only way I can truly escape my body
#i dont just need to get out of my mind. i need out of my BODY#if I'm aware im existing then im freaking out when I'm like this#dont want to hear my voice or see my scars or look at anything or think anything or EXIST#i want to be so high incant form a fucking thought properly#god i hate it when its like this#FUCK ALL OF THEM FOR DOING THIS TO ME#AND FUCK THEM FOR THINKING THEY HAD ANY RIGHT TO LAY THEIR FILTHY HANDS ON ME#NOW I CARRY THIS SHIT WITH ME EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY#I STARVE MYSELF I GET HIGH I CRUSH PILLS AND DO LINES AND I DRINK TIL MY VISION BLURS#AND ITS NEVER ENOUGH#i feel hands on my rn wnd i see the colors of everyone's eyes and I feel horrifying#grotesque bitch.. jesus#all i can do is hyper-focus on my body and my imperfections rn wnd its freaking me out#i cant.. fix this issue.. that im not gonna describe#all bc im so focused on these STUPID THINGS#i need OUT#a
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I really hate that ever since I got the fucked up news about my eyes I've just been feeling like everyone in my life fucking hates me and doesn't want to be around me. So I'm starting to get a little quieter around other people. I guess they got what they wanted, I finally figured out how to shut the fuck up.
#The only person who seems to care that I'm going blind has been my partner#They are the only one supporting me and showing me empathy right now and show even the slightest amount of care#Even if they're grouchy#I don't count the 6 year old cuz she's 6 and doesn't understand I explained it to her but she seems to be more focused on#Showing how much she loves me in other ways and she's just too cute but yeah#Everyone else is just like 'okay... But you're not blind right now' and it's like... Yeah#I partially am blind it is actively getting worse very quickly actually#More proof that no one took me seriously before about how bad my eyes are#Ive been saying for YEARS that my eyes are going out very fast and it's scary and everyone's just like whelp that's life#Turns out no it's not I just have shit genetics! That gave me six fucking issues that no one takes seriously#I don't want to struggle anymore#Even my therapist isn't taking me seriously anymore I think she stopped caring#I'm so fucking lost
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Sudden realization that my current eye issues are probably a result of needing an updated lens prescription. Rip
#ive been having eye strain and focusing issues for a while now#along with a few more headaches than usual#just realized last night that it's more comfortable to Not wear my glasses than to wear them#that's uh.. not good
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